I'm not a very personal person, if you know what I mean. Most often I'm a tough nut to crack. But hey, I'm trying to change that! Lately, I've been turning my life upside-down. I am working hard to have a better life. "OK" is just not good enough for me.
The other day, I was asked if I am happy. I used to think that happiness is something you feel all the time. But nobody walks around smiling all day, every day!
I wake up at 7 am every day. I start my day with work (work as in studying, that is my full time job), then I head to school for classes. Am I happy when I'm doing that? Hell no!!!! But then, when the day ends, and I fiiiinally get to go home.... Ooooh, the joy!! Home is where I belong.
So I guess I'm not happy every second of every day, but I do experience happiness every day. And even though I don't have it all in place yet, I am a very lucky person.